Sleepless Nights

I feel tired but can’t sleep and it’s getting real deep with these thoughts in mind and images whenever I close my eyes. Everything has me lost and confused, I don’t know what I’m suppose to do with these ideas intertwined like the roots of a vine so deep that I’ve lost time. What am I to do when all I think of is you? Countless times you pop up in my head and not being able to see you leaves me in bed, hopeless when it comes to life but knowing I must survive. I can’t get you out of my head no matter how hard I’ve tried and breaks me down knowing that you’ve died. I try to get over it but it’s stuck with me, when will I see you again? Are you happier than you ever been? Somehow I know this isn’t our end.